The Mommy Experience

May72012

Bored/survey gay thing (from the myspace era)

199: I was born in: a hospital
198: I am really: a man
197: My cellphone company is: virgin mobile
196: My eye color is: brown
195: My shoe size is: small
194: My ring size is: 7
193: My height is: small
192: I am allergic to: bullshit
191: My 1st car was: 91 pontiac grandam. His name was gramps
190: My 1st job was: Working in a dance studio in island heights
189: Last book you read: hunger games series
188: My bed is: comfy
187: My pet: annoying but lovable
186: My best friend: I have a few
185: My favorite shampoo is: pantene
184: Xbox or ps3: either or
183: Piggy banks are: useless u ransack them the second you need money anyway. There is no savings
182: In my pockets: dont have pockets! :O What Now!?!?!
181: On my calendar: baby boys bday party next week!
180: Marriage is: no opinion
179: Spongebob can: kiss his grandma all he wants im not watching the show
178: My mom: is next to me
177: The last three songs I bought were? ur kidding right? who buys music anymore?!
176: Last YouTube video watched: end of an era - walking dead
175: How many cousins do you have? between the italians irish and puertoricans too many too count haha
174: Do you have any siblings? 4
173: Are your parents divorced? are yours
172: Are you taller than your mom? nope
171: Do you play an instrument? i can if u teach me
170: What did you do yesterday? worked, took my son to the park, watched the devils game
[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight: lust at first sight. love is osmething that builds over time
168: Luck: yes
167: Fate: yes
166: Yourself: most of the time
165: Aliens: sure
164: Heaven: lets hope so
163: Hell: prob
162: God: a higher power yes
161: Horoscopes: yes
160: Soul mates:yes but u have more than one
159: Ghosts: yeah sure
158: Gay Marriage: yes
157: War: no
156: Orbs:dk
155: Magic: dk
[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses: kisses
153: Drunk or High: drunk
152: Phone or Online: phone
151: Red heads or Black haired: black
150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunnette baby
149: Hot or cold: hot
148: Summer or winter: summer i cant fucking stand snow
147: Autumn or Spring: spring
146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
145: Night or Day: day
144: Oranges or Apples: clementines
143: Curly or Straight hair: curly
142: McDonalds or Burger King: MCDS
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: white
140: Mac or PC:idk
139: Flip flops or high heals: heels
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor:sweet n rich
137: Coke or Pepsi: coke
136: Hillary or Obama: obama
135: Burried or cremated: cremated
134: Singing or Dancing: dancing
133: Coach or Chanel:idk
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks:kat
131: Small town or Big city:bright lights,,, big cittiiiesss,
130: Wal-Mart or Target: tarjjjeee
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: adam duh
128: Manicure or Pedicure: mani and pedi. What now
127: East Coast or West Coast: east
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: bday
125: Chocolate or Flowers:flowers
124: Disney or Six Flags: both
123: Yankees or Red Sox:red
[ Here's What I Think About ]
122: War: no point
121: George Bush: kiss my ass
120: Gay Marriage: get over it and let it happen already
119: The presidential election: boring
118: Abortion: pro choice
117: MySpace: miss it
116: Reality TV: funny for like 2 second
115: Parents: i am one
114: Back stabbers: beat em
113: Ebay: dont use it
112: Facebook: hate it
111: Work: do what u gotta do
110: My Neighbors: haha kim kim n kim my street is desperate housewives
109: Gas Prices: too high
108: Designer Clothes: cute
107: College: occ
106: Sports:jets devils redsox thunder
105: My family: big
104: The future: bright
[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone: this morning
102: Last time you ate: an hour ago
101: Saw someone I haven't seen in awhile: idk
100: Cried in front of someone: prob recently
99: Went to a movie theater: hunger game movie
98: Took a vacation: about a year ago
97: Swam in a pool: few weeks ago
96: Changed a diaper: today
95: Got my nails done: month ago
94: Went to a wedding: 4 years ago
93: Broke a bone:no
92: Got a peircing:19 years ago
91: Broke the law:lol
90: Texted: last night
[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most:the 7 dwarfs
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: the good days
87: The last movie I saw: pride and prejudice
86: The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: sleep
85: The thing im not looking forward to: cleaning
84: People call me: cushy
83: The most difficult thing to do is: forgive people
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: .....
81: My zodiac sign is: leo
80: The first person i talked to today was: my son
79: First time you had a crush: kindergarten his name was geno
78: The one person who i can't hide things from: myself
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: yesterday
76: Right now I am talking to: u
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: something amazing
74: I have/will get a job: right now
73: Tomorrow: will be a boring day
72: Today: im working
71: Next Summer: will be fun
70: Next Weekend:my sons bday
69: I have these pets: dog
68: The worst sound in the world: crying
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: haha funny
66: People that make you happy: family n friends
65: Last time I cried:idk
64: My friends are:alot
63: My computer is:dying
62: My School:annoying
61: My Car:running
60: I lose all respect for people who:lie
59: The movie I cried at was:idk
58: Your hair color is:brown
57: TV shows you watch:law and order svu
56: Favorite web site:google
55: Your dream vacation:hawaii
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: giving birth
53: How do you like your steak cooked: rare
52: My room is: clean
51: My favorite celebrity is: idk
50: Where would you like to be: hawaii
49: Do you want children: yea
48: Ever been in love:yea
47: Who's your best friend: my son
46: More guy friends or girl friends: guy
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: see my baby smile at me
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: sdfkjklsdfd
43: Do you have a 5 year plan:no
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die:no
41: Have you pre-named your children:one
40: Last person I got mad at:u
39: I would like to move to:hawaii
38: I wish I was a professional:teacher
[ My Favorites ]
37: Candy: whoppers or m&m
36: Vehicle: eclipse
35: President:
34: State visited:ny
33: Cellphone provider: sprint
32: Athlete:not sanchez
31: Actor: idk
30: Actress: idk
29: Singer: idk
28: Band: idk
27: Clothing store: wal mart
26: Grocery store: shoprite
25: TV show: l&o
24: Movie:say anything
23: Website:facespace
22: Animal:cat
21: Theme park:6
20: Holiday:bday
19: Sport to watch:football
18: Sport to play:baseball
17: Magazine:
16: Book:in cold blood
15: Day of the week:wed
14: Beach:seaside
13: Concert attended: cher
12: Thing to cook:pasta
11: Food:chinese
10: Restaurant:fridays
9: Radio station:dk
8: Yankee candle scent:vanilla
7: Perfume:cherry
6: Flower:lily
5: Color:green
4: Talk show host:kelyl
3: Comedian: gabriel
2: Dog breed: pug
1: did you answer all these honesty?no

May62012

Relaxing

Devils game, brownies, cigarette, sleep. My night. Work tmrw… sigh

8PM

Theres something in music that drives us to feel certain emotions. Its based on the beat of the drums, the flow of the rhythm, the sound of the voice, the intensity of the song, and the meaning hiding behind the lyrics. I am obsessed with not just music, but music that makes me want to get up and dance, music that makes me want to sing my heart out feeling what the artist feels. It’s music like that, that will live on forever.

(Source: hellobarbarian)

March232012

Fun day at the park with my little munchkin<3

January32012

hard day

Today was not a fun day, up at 7am for my son to go to doctor and get his shots and have a checkup. Good news - hes healthy, growing, eating good. Bad news - When he gets shots he is effing miserable ALL DAY LONG. The last two weeks he started yelling, not crying but actually yelling and smiling, he cracks himself up doing it. Sometimes it’s funny. Today, he did it all day long! My headaches have never been so bad lol. Not really but you get the idea. He’s finally asleep, Now im just relaxing and surfing the net, (im bored so stumbleupon will be my best friend and only entertainment tonight). Reflecting back on today, i wouldn’t take back these moments for anything. As much as we parents say we can’t wait till their older. I don’t mind the baby stage. I love his little fat cheeks and giggles. He smiles for no reason and that makes me happy. BEcause as we get older, we stop smiling so much. Every year we develop more reasons not to smile. School is hard, my girlfriend broke up with me, im lonely, i dont have any friends, no one likes me, im going through puberty, life sucks, my parents are mean. And that makes me sad. (see i told you). At this stage their so innocent and happy all the time, and they havent experienced anything sad or bad yet. I want my son to stay happy.

November182011

New fav song <3

November142011

well this guy didnt like it thats obvious, i thought it was amusing. Not half bad.

funnyordie:

How Did This Get Made? I Know Who Killed Me

Is Aubrey a piano prodigy or a stripper. Is it all real or a piece of creative writing? Is this the worst movie Lindsay Lohan has ever been in or flat out the worst movie ever?

November132011

newsweek: FUCKING HORRIBLE

This is a legit headline in today’s Evening Standard on an anti-bullying report in which there is “anecdotal evidence of students being told to act less gay or to wear their hair differently as teachers felt they were making themselves a target for bullies”. Yep. Or, as one Reddit commenter sums things up, “What the actual fuck.”

9PM

Joe Paterno, Penn State football, and rape of all kinds

This whole thing makes me so EFFING mad!

The Jerry Sandusky indictment is SO horrible, with details about the rape of children, that I kind of think it trips a circuit breaker in our heads—obscuring the fact that Penn State football has a deep familiarity with rape of all kinds.

How inured was Joe Paterno? I wrote this for the Daily Beast:

Four years after Penn State head coach Joe Paterno was told that his longtime defensive coordinator had allegedly sexually abused a child in the team showers, it appeared that the legendary coach still did not think that sexual assault was such a big deal.

In 2006, on the eve of the Orange Bowl, Paterno had this to say about a Florida State linebacker named A. J. Nicholson who had been accused of sexually assaulting a woman: “There’s so many people gravitating to these kids. He may not have even known what he was getting into, Nicholson. They knock on the door; somebody may knock on the door; a cute girl knocks on the door. What do you do?”

Paterno continued to a group of reporters: “Geez. I hope—thank God they don’t knock on my door, because I’d refer them to a couple of other rooms.”

After Paterno’s comments became public, the National Organization for Women called for his resignation.

“I’m not going to say anything about it,” Paterno told ESPN a few days later. “Most people know me. I am what I am.”

Paterno earned much of his lustrous reputation for insisting on high standards of discipline from his players—benching them for skipping class or earning poor grades. He was fired this week after the publication of a grand-jury report described how he did not go to the police in 2002, after a graduate assistant in the football program told him what he saw in the team showers: Jerry Sandusky, Paterno’s former defensive coach, sexually abusing a 10-year-old boy. Sandusky has been charged with preying on young boys over a 15-year period.

To many, Paterno’s fall from grace has come as a sudden and stunning shock. But in recent years, the football regime over which he presided like a god had begun to show signs of ethical decay. A search of media and court records by the Daily Beast reveals a program at Penn State marred by allegations of sexual aggression. At times those incidents met with apparent indulgence by Paterno and college authorities. Paterno’s failure to report Sandusky’s alleged assault was not the only time the head coach appeared to have an ambiguous approach toward members of his program accused of sexual misconduct.

In late 2002, Penn State cornerback Anwar Phillips was accused by a classmate of sexual assault, and the university suspended him for two semesters. But before his suspension began, the Nittany Lions were to play Auburn in the Capital One Bowl. Paterno put Phillips in uniform.

[more]

(Source: nicksummers)

9PM

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the-mtblog:

Jon Stewart took to The Daily Show last night to talk about the Penn State child sexual abuse scandal, and gave a serious commentary about how people knew of Sandusky’s abuse and didn’t do anything, as well as the recent student rioting over the firing of coach Joe Paterno.

[thedailyshow]

I love Jon stewart <3

9PM

thedailyfeed:

This might be the most terrifying wildlife photo we’ve ever seen.

Wildlife photographer David Yarrow recently captured this great white shark about to swallow a cute, helpless seal pup in False Bay, South Africa.

This is just terrible =(

12AM